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Full Course Divorce: Act Three: Scene Two

Sunday, January 17th, 2010

Act Three

Scene Two

Note: Again, winter pictures to reflect the mood, but a speck of sunlight may bring some changes.

Next Morning at Louise and Hank’s.

In this scene, Kate goes to Louise and Hank’s house for two days while Bekka is with Mitch. She cries a lot and they talk a lot and she sleeps on and off. But she asks the dr. for something to help her sleep, so at night she does not wake up terrified. She helsp Louise chop vegetables for the school fair and chops with a vengeance. It eases her anxiety…

Louise

Kate, do you feel up to helping chop veggies for the school fair?

Kate

Yes, I took the prescription the doctor gave me and slept really well. Hank’s bringing me over yesterday was really sweet of him. I really didn’t want to spend the night alone. Mitch will be bringing Bekka back after dinner tonite, so I can go home then.

Louise

Look, Kate, this is going to be a difficult time for you, so let people help you. I know you like to be independent, but learning how to accept help from people who care is important.

Kate

Yeah, I know. It’s just that I feel embarrassed about all of this. I never thought I’d be a statistic! I also feel angry and sad and confused.

Louise

Don’t you think that’s somewhat par for the course, considering what you’ve been through these last few months? Give yourself a break.

Kate

OK. You’re right. I guess I better make an appointment with my therapist. She’s been working with me all during the separation and I need to tell her what’s going on. She’s been very supportive.

Louise

Good! I believe that professional help is also important, because friends aren’t always objective and sometimes they give bad advice, even though they are well-meaning.

Kate

You’re right about that! I’ve been guilty of that myself, giving advice out of concern when I am not even sure what the person is feeling. Well, better give me the stuff to chop if we’re going to get the dishes ready for the fair.

Kate begins to chop quite vigorously. Louise says nothing. She figures it’s Kate’s way of getting rid of some of her hurt and anger. They work quietly for awhile.

Louise

(laughing)

You only have to chop the vegetables Kate, not massacre them!

Kate

(smiling)

Oh, right! I guess I was thinking how angry Mitch made me and I took it out on the vegetables.

Louise

Well, at least you’re smiling! For the last few weeks you’ve had a long face.

Kate

I know. These last few months have been my trial by fire. I thought I could work magic and put our marriage back together, but Mitch hasn’t really tried very hard. I feel as though I’ve been drowning and now I’m all the way under.

Louise

Kate, you have done everything to make your marriage work. I know you sent Mitch away the first time, but that was for your own survival. You’ve been to couples counseling, separate counseling, read a dozen books on relationships, and worked hard to help Mitch with the financial problems of the business. I think you have done as much as you could and if Mitch doesn’t make an effort, you’re just blowin’ in the wind.

Kate

You’re right. It’s just that I never even thought I’d be married and the idea of divorce is so scary. It feels hopeless. When you’re together, struggling, there’s still the element of hope. But divorce erases that hope.

Louise

But maybe your time together is over and you need to hope for a better future with or without a man.

Kate

Theoretically, I agree. But the ache in my heart doesn’t let me think rationally.

Louise

That’s why I’m glad you will be seeing your therapist. She’ll keep you on track.

Speaking of on track, I think we have enough vegetables for the stew, so let’s take a break and go out for a walk while the sun is still shining. The exercise will do us both good!

Kate

Good idea! I read in one of my books that exercise is a good way to ward off depression. Let’s go before I kill more vegetables.

Louise gives Kate a quick hug with one arm over Kate’s shoulder as they walk out the door with the stew cooking on the stove.

End of Act Three

Full Course Divorce: Act Three: Scene One

Friday, January 15th, 2010

Note: The pictures today are recent ones of our last snow fall. This chapter seems to reflect the winter of Kate’s heart, so I though these photos would be appropriate.

ACT THREE

Drowning

Scene One

Kate

(Frantic & Talking Very Fast)

Hello, Louise. I’m  sorry to call so late, but Mitch left for good and Bekka is on her overnite from school and I’m all alone and woke up from a nightmare where I was drowning and I can’t breathe, and…..

Louise

Whoa! Slow down, Kate, you’re talking so fast that I couldn’t understand one word, except that Mitch left. I thought you two were going to give it a try until Bekka’s graduation.

Kate

So did I. But, the other nite he said he was finished and left the next day.

Louise

Sweetie, why didn’t you call me? I would have come over.

Kate

Well, I was okay the first nite. I went to Hope’s after Bekka left for the school camping week-end. I came back after Mitch moved out, so I wouldn’t have to watch him leave. Then I spent all day today working in the garden ’til I was exhausted and fell asleep before 9 o’clock. (Faster again) But then I had this awful dream that I was drowning and I woke up unable to breathe and with this terror in my heart that I felt like I was dying. (Starts to cry) I’m afraid to go back to sleep and wake up again with that awful terror in my heart….

Louise

I just got back from a Hospice case, so I’ll send Hank over to stay with you until morning, okay?

Kate

Oh, yes, that would be great. If I can just get through the night, I think I will be okay.

Louise

OK, just sit tight and Hank will be over in less than 15 minutes. He’s walking the dog and will be back in a minute.

Kate

Thanx  so much, Louise. I love you.

Louise

I love you, too. You’ll get through this. You have lots of support here.

Kate

I know. I know. I’m just so scared.

Louise

Promise me you’ll make yourself a cup of tea when we hang up. By the time you are ready to sit down to drink it, Hank will be there.

Kate

I will.

Louise

Bye, Kate.

Kate

Bye.

Kate puts up water for tea and paces all the while, tries not to cry, but starts to sob quietly. The teakettle whistles and startles her. She puts a tea bag in her cup and shakily pours the water and sits down, holding the warm cup with both hands and staring into space.

Shortly, the doorbell rings and Kate looks through her living room window and sees Hank’s car and then sees Hank through the front door peephole. She opens it quickly.

Hank

I came as soon as I got back from walking the dog. Louise filled me in. I’m so sorry, Kate. I know how hard you worked to keep this together.

Kate

I’m exhausted from all this effort, but I’m afraid to sleep because I think I’ll wake up again with this terror in my heart. (Starts to cry)

Hank

Putting his arm around her shoulder, Kate leans on him and sobs. He gives her his hanky.

Kate

Where did I go wrong? I tried so hard to do everything he wanted. I think he just doesn’t want to be married anymore.

Hank

Kate, don’t try to figure out love. You can’t be rational now. The best thing right now is for you to get some sleep. If I stay here, do you think you could sleep awhile?

Kate

I don’t want to go into our bedroom tonite.

Hank

No problem. You sleep on the couch and I’ll use the futon pillows to make a bed on the floor.

Kate

Are you sure? Won’t you be uncomfortable?

Hank

I’m tired enough to sleep standing up! (Chuckles )

Kate lies down on the couch while Hank arranges the pillows on the floor. Then he covers Kate who is already falling asleep. He kisses her forehead gently.

Hank

Sleep well, Kate.

Kate

I will, now that you’re here. (Kate drifts off to sleep.)

Scene one closes with both falling asleep to the sounds of the night.

End of act one, scene three.

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